Wednesday, May 11, 2016

I am Normal...(?)

Normalcy. What is it? Wel Webster Dictionary defines it as, "'usual or ordinary: not strange.'" But I'm still not sure what exactly it means with me. Am I normal?
But I do know that I am your everyday girl next door. I like to listen to music, shop and talk about boys, hang out with my friends, and smoke. I have ambitions and dreams. I have goals that I try and meet everyday. I like to dance with my headphones in my ear and snuggle into my bed with a good book at night.

My whole life is not porn.

I have two lives. One is Callie the other is me. And this blog is supposed to be me- whoever that is. This isn't my Callie Klein persona. Yes, the blog is called Callie Cane Land and yes the blog is registered to Callie Klein. But. I want to be my true authentic self because at the end of the day; I don't want one life to dominate the other. I want them to coexist somewhat separately. I try and make myself as a person transform into Callie fluidly. We both like the same things and do the same things but Callie is different. She takes more risks and she's more brave. I'm not so sure I am.

I know who I am. I'm learning who Callie is. And maybe both of us will combine.

I think I'm normal. But...

Me as a person is a sexual being- like every 18 year old but that doesn't necessarily mean that I want dick or tang every second. Sometimes I rather just crash on my couch in my pjs, wrapped up in a blanket, and a large box of pizza sitting on my right and a bag of chips on my left, and Netflix or Hulu on my TV screen. Sometimes I wanna chill with my cat babies and other times I want to go to the library. I'm your typical American girl. The only thing that makes me different is that I do porn. And I love porn but it doesn't define me. Being me defines me. So I hope you guys enjoy the journey of my blog from me- the girl behind Callie Klein.

Xoxo,
Callie L Klein

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